Her wisdom

When one door closes, another opens. But we often look so regretfully upon the closed door that we don't see the one that has opened for us.

- Hellen Keller

It's crazy how Helen Keller's words are always relatable and could inspire me at the right moment. Lately I have been anxious. Well it's both the good kind and bad kind. I'm anxious about going to on my Europe trip and competing in Mîss Wheelchair USA. Can't wait! 

Then here comes the bad side of my anxiousness, the part where Hellen's wisdom comes in. I wouldn't go into much detail because it is very personal. However, I would say this, I can be stubborn and could overthink things dozen times.  Especially with things involve emotions. Anyways.... I have a habit of making up different ways cetain things would go, like not only having expectations but seeing how those expectations would fit into place with the situtation. If that even make sense. Well ok  basîcally I been trying "roll" on with my unpredictiable but excîting future. But, I keep glancing back at something, something I spent endless hours overthinking about. Everything about it should be resolved. So simple. But why do I keep let it get to me? Whats ahead of me is wonderful and exciting. Yet, I still looking back. Hellen is definitely right. So often, I do look back and second guess myself. But I guess it just a part of life. So I just gunnna smile and have faith in knowing everything is going be ok